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I’m not big on untreated pain sooo we cut short our sabbatical and opted out for primary care in Dallas – as it turned out an odyssey of conflicting disease diagnoses from all manner of super specialists at UT Southwestern University Hospital. The obvious first guess was that I had dislocated ribs. Ribs do hurt. I imagine Donovan McNab and Brett Farve would have a lot to say about ribs. That concept led to a week of physical therapy, prodding and high octane pills. Result: things go worse! One morning, a 32-year old physical therapist did about the bravest thing I can imagine. She said, “I think you need a second opinion.” By this time, I had lost 15 pounds in about two weeks. I guess there is a silver lining behind every cloud. After a few good guesses, the diagnosis turned out to be something utterly different than we were working on. MRIs proved that there was abscess on my upper spine. Sitting across from the doctor and looking at the very clear pictures, I heard the doctor say, “It’s either infection or cancer. Don’t even think about going home. I am checking you into the hospital right now. Take this seriously. It is life threatening.” It is now eight days later and I have been in the hands of Southwestern 24/7 (literally) ever since that fateful phrase. After plenty of tests, the certain diagnosis proved to be infection which is (thank God) treatable rather than cancer. Within an hour or so of the infection diagnosis and ever since, I have been fed by a constant intravenous stream of very powerful antibiotics for most of the hours of every day and night. Things are remarkably better and instead of worrying about cancer, we are now tracking down the source of the infection and treating it. I am going to be kept on a short radius between Dallas and Still Point Farm, but I am back in action about half speed, having been released to home healthcare on Wednesday. The antibiotics have dramatically alleviated the pain in my back which had nothing at all to do with muscle spasms. Whew! My next door neighbor in Tyler, oilman Curtis Mewbourne, who has been a lifelong wildcatter, describes a bad oil well by saying, “I didn’t even get a lesson out of that one.” I want to tell you that this one week in the constant care of world-class doctors and well-prepared nurses at UT-Southwestern has taught me a bevy of lessons. I thought them worth sharing: Lesson 1. Trust God Lesson 2. Pain is an enormous diversion – it takes over your life. Lesson 3. People who have made the transition, early in their life or later, from success to significance are happier than other people I know. Lesson 4. There are just some things that money can’t buy. Lesson 5: Pain fosters compassion. That is a way of saying how grateful Linda and I are for all the expressions of concern via email, faxed notes and letters. Peter Drucker said to Linda and me by phone after Ross died, “Isn’t it a shame it requires an occasion like this to say the things we need to say to one another.” Practical Facts: What I have is an infection in the marrow of my spine. For the next six weeks, I will, waking and sleeping, carry with me a small device pumping me full of antibiotics. My travel radius will probably be Dallas and Still Point Farm. I can work half days by email and phone. BJ knows my schedule seven days a week. I expect to be fully recovered in six weeks.
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